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×òî ïîâòîðèìî â ýòîé æèçíè?
Æèëà ñïîêîéíî ÿ, æèëà
È äîæèëà äî ñòðàííîé ìûñëè:
À, ìîæåò ÿ óæå áûëà?
Êîãäà-òî â ïðîøëîì, äðåâíåì ìèðå,
Ñîâñåì çàáûâ åå êðàñó?
Íè â ÷àñòíîì äîìå, íè â êâàðòèðå,
À ïðîñòî ãäå-íèáóäü â ëåñó.
Ïðîõîäèò æèçíü, ïðîõîäèò òëåíüå
È íè÷åãî æå äàëüøå íåò.
Íî âäðóã âîçìîæíî ïîâòîðåíüå
Ïóñòü ÷åðåç ìíîãî-ìíîãî ëåò?
Î, ñêîëüêî ëèö! Î, ñêîëüêî âèäîâ!
Çà âñå âåêà íå ñîñ÷èòàòü.
È åñëè êàæäûé — èíäèâèäóóì,
Ãäå èõ ïðèðîäå ñòîëüêî âçÿòü?
Êòî çíàåò, âäðóã îíà áåññïîðíî
Äàåò íàñ â îáëèêå áûëîì,
À âîò ñîçíàíüå íå ïîâòîðíî,
È ìû ñåáÿ íå óçíàåì.
Íî ãîëîñ ïðåäêîâ, êàê è ïðåæäå,
Çîâåò â ïðîøåäøåå ìàíÿ.
È òàéíî òåïëèòñÿ íàäåæäà:
À, ìîæåò, ñíîâà áóäó ÿ?
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Some things repeat themselves, I hear.
I lived like anyone on earth
Until I got to the idea
That I had lived before my birth.
Without thinking of life’s graces,
I may have lived in ancient worlds...
Not in a flat nor suchlike places,
But , maybe, somewhere in the woods.
But life goes by, so does decomposition,
There’s nothing after, anyhow.
But, there maybe a repetition,
Perhaps, in many years from now?
There are so many things in being!
There is no counting them all.
If every little thing is living,
Then how can nature make each soul?
Who knows, we’ve probably been fitted
Into our own former shells,
But conscience cannot be repeated,
So we don’t recognize ourselves.
The voice of ancestors still calls me,
Into the past where I can stay.
I have a ray of hope that warms me:
Maybe, I’ll live again some day?
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Êàçàëîñü ìíå, ÷òî âñå ÿ ïîíèìàþ,
Ïðåìóäðîé ñòàíó, ïðîó÷àñü âåñü âåê.
«ß çíàþ òî, ÷òî íè÷åãî íå çíàþ», —
Àõ, êàê áûë ïðàâ ïðåìóäðûé ÷åëîâåê.
È â ìèð ïîçíàíèé ãëóáæå ïðîíèêàÿ,
È ÿ òåðÿëà ñâîé «ó÷åíûé» âèä...
Î, ìîëîäîñòü, ÷òî ìíîãîãî íå çíàÿ,
Î ìíîãîì êàê ðåøåííîì ãîâîðèò.
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I thought I comprehended something,
And if I always learnt I’d see the light.
A man once said: «I know that I know nothing»,
The great philosopher was right.
As I got deep into the essence
Of things, I lost my «wisdom» touch...
The youth! They’re quick to make assessments
Without really knowing much.
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