Speaking In Tongues
Scribbling In Voices

Alexander Vertinsky

Translated by Boris Garbuzov

Translation © 1995-2001 by Boris Garbuzov



Ìèíóòà

Íó ÷òî æ, ïðîñòèìñÿ, òàê è áûòü.
Ìèíóòà íà ïóòè.
ß íå õîòåë òåáÿ ëþáèòü,
Ïðîñòè ìåíÿ, ïðîñòè.
Ïðîñòè çà òî, ÷òî òû áûëà
Ëþáîâíèöåé, æåíîé,
×òî òû ñîæãëà ìåíÿ äîòëà,
Îòíÿâøè ìîé ïîêîé.
×òî îò ðàçëóê äî íîâûõ âñòðå÷,
Äî ñàìîãî êîíöà
Âûñîêî ìû óìåëè æå÷ü
Ïðîõëàäíûå ñåðäöà.
Êàê ìíå òåáÿ áëàãîäàðèòü?
Ìèíóòà íà ïóòè.
ß íå ìîãó òåáÿ çàáûòü,
Ïðîñòè ìåíÿ, ïðîñòè.
Ñòàë ÿ ãðóñòíûì,
Ñòàë ïå÷àëüíûì.
Ïîóòðó,
Äðóã ìîé òàéíûé,
Äðóã ìîé äàëüíèé,
ß óìðó.

A Minute

It's time to part, I say, «Goodbye».
One minute and I'll leave.
I wouldn't love you, I don't lie,
Forgive me, please, forgive.
Forgive me that you were before
My lover and my wife,
For I could let you burn me or
You took my peaceful life.
For all the times we were apart,
In every passing day
We burnt each other's frozen heart
In such a lofty way.
Receive my thanks and my regret.
One minute, and I'll leave.
Your name won't ever I forget.
Forgive me, please, forgive.
I've become
So melancholy.
Do not cry.
By this morning,
Sweetest morning,
I shall die.

 

Þíêåðàì

ß íå çíàþ, êîìó
È çà÷åì ýòî íóæíî,
Êòî ïîñëàë èõ íà ñìåðòü
Íåäðîæàùåé ðóêîé,
Òîëüêî òàê áåñïîëåçíî,
Òàê çëî è íåíóæíî
Îïóñêàëè èõ â âå÷íûé ïîêîé.
…

To the Cadets

I don't know for what
And for whom it is needed,
Who dispatched them for death
With unquivering arm,
But it was so useless,
So cruel and evil,
When they put them forever to calm.
…

 

* * *

Ê ìûñó ðàäîñòè, ê ñêàëàì ïå÷àëè,
Ê îñòðîâàì ëè ñèðåíåâûõ ïòèö —
Âñå ðàâíî, ãäå áû ìû íè ïðè÷àëèëè,—
Íå ïîäíÿòü íàì óñòàëûõ ðåñíèö.
 ìóòíîì ñòåêëûøêå èëëþìèíàòîðà
Ïðîïëûâóò çîëîòûå ñàäû,
Ñîëíöå òðîïèêîâ, ïàëüìû ýêâàòîðà,
Ãîëóáûå ïîëÿðíûå ëüäû.
Âñå ðàâíî, ãäå áû ìû íè ïðè÷àëèëè,
Ê îñòðîâàì ëè ñèðåíåâûõ ïòèö,
Ê ìûñó ðàäîñòè, ê ñêàëàì ïå÷àëè, —
Íå ïîäíÿòü íàì óñòàëûõ ðåñíèö.

* * *

To the cape of joy, to the rocks of sorrow,
To the islands of lavender light, —
All the same where we finally shore, —
We can't raise our weary sight.
In the blurred glass of illuminator
Golden gardens will slowly pass,
Sun of tropics, palms of equator,
Azure mountains of polar ice.
All the same where we finally shore, —
To the islands of lavender light, —
To the cape of joy, to the rocks of sorrow, —
We can't raise our weary sight.


ÇËÛÅ ÄÓÕÈ

ß îïÿòü ïîñûëàþ ïèñüìî è òèõîíüêî öåëóþ ñòðàíèöû
È, îòêðûâ Âàøè çëûå äóõè, ÿ âäûõàþ èõ ñëàäîñòíûé õìåëü.
È òîãäà ìíå òàê ÿñíî âèäíû ýòè ÷åðíûå òîíêèå ïòèöû,
×òî ëåòÿò èç ôëàêîíà íà þã, èç ôëàêîíà «Nuit de Noel».


Ñêîðî áóäåò âåñíà. È Âåíåöèè þíûå ñêðèïêè
Ðàñïîþò Âàøó ãðóñòü, ðàñòàíöóþò òîñêó è ïå÷àëü,
È òîãäà ñòàíóò ëåã÷å ãðåõè è ñâåòëåé ãîëóáûå îøèáêè.
Íå æàëåéòå âåñíîé ïîöåëóåâ, êîãäà çàöâåòàåò ìèíäàëü.


Îáî ìíå íå ãðóñòèòå, ìîé äðóã. ß îçÿáøàÿ õìóðàÿ ïòèöà.
Ìîé õîçÿèí -- æåñòîêèé øàðìàíùèê -- ìåíÿ çàñòàâëÿåò ïëÿñàòü.
Âûíèìàÿ áèëåòèêè ñ÷àñòüÿ, ÿ ñìîòðþ â íåñ÷àñòëèâûå ëèöà,
È ïîä âå÷íûå ñòîíû øàðìàíêè ìíå ìó÷èòåëüíî õî÷åòñÿ ñïàòü.


Ñêîðî áóäåò âåñíà. Ñîëíöå âûñóøèò ìåðçëóþ ñëÿêîòü,
È â ïîëÿõ ðàñöâåòóò ïåðâîöâåòû, ôèàëêè è ñíû...
Òîëüêî íàì äî âåñíû íå äîïåòü, òîëüêî íàì äî âåñíû íå äîïëàêàòü:
Ìû ñ øàðìàíêîé èçìîêëè, óñòàëè è óæå áåçíàäåæíî áîëüíû.


ß îïÿòü ïîñûëàþ ïèñüìî è òèõîíüêî öåëóþ ñòðàíèöû.
Íå ñåðäèòåñü çà ãðóñòíûé êîíåö è çà ñëîâ ìîèõ ãîðåñòíûõ õìåëü.
Ýòî âñå Âàøè çëûå äóõè. Ýòî ÷åðíûå ìûñëè, êàê ïòèöû,
×òî ëåòÿò èç ôëàêîíà íà þã, èç ôëàêîíà «Nuit de Noel».


1925, Áåðëèí

EVIL PERFUME (1)



I'm dispatching a letter again slightly touching with kisses its pages.
And releasing your evil perfume, toxic air I gladly inhale.
Then it calls me to clearly see birds abandoning love through the ages.
Black and slender, they fly southward, from the flask of «Nuit de Noel».


Spring is coming apace, and Venetian young violinists
Will sing out your grief, dance away your despair and gloom.
Then blue faults will be easy to pass and our sins will be light and diminish.
Do not spare your kiss in spring season when almond trees break into bloom.


Don't be missing me long, my friend. I'm a gloomy and frozen creature,
At command of my rigorous master I'm dancing and tending to weep
While withdrawing your tickets of fortune, I am seeing your hopeless features
And to tedious moans of an organ I am helplessly falling asleep.


Here comes fair spring. Soon the frozen slush will be drying,
And primroses, violets, dreams will be blooming afield.
But we can't come to spring just by songs, and we can't come to spring just by crying.
With the organ we got careworn and already despairingly ill.


I am sending a letter again slightly touching with kisses its pages.
Don't be sad for the dismal finale and for poisoned words that I tell.
It's your evil perfume and my thoughts, black as birds leaving love through the ages.
From the bottle they fly southward, from the scent of «Nuit de Noel».



1. Translated by Boris Garbuzov, Vancouver, and Kate Savostianova, St. Petersburg, October, 2001.