From «Prufrock»
(1917)
THE LOVE SONG OF J. ALFRED PRUFROCK
S'io credessi che mia risposta fosse
a persona che mai tomasse al mundo,
questa fiamma staria senza piu scosse.
Ma per cio che giammai di questo fondo
non torno vivo alcun, s'i'odo il vero,
senza tema d'infamia ti rispondo.
Let us go then, you and I,
When the evening is spread out against the sky
Like a patient etherised upon a table;
Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets,
The muttering retreats
Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels
And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells:
Streets that follow like a tedious argument
Of insidious intent
To lead you to an overwhelming question...
Oh, do not ask, «What is it?»
Let us go and make our visit.
In the room the women come and go
Talking of Michelangelo.
The yellow fog that rubs its back upon the
window-panes,
The yellow smoke that rubs its muzzle on the
window-panes,
Licked its tongue into the corners of the evening,
Lingered upon the pools that stand in drains,
Let fall upon its back the soot that falls from
chimneys,
Slipped by the terrace, made a sudden leap,
And seeing that it was a soft October night,
Curled once about the house, and fell asleep.
And indeed there will be time
For the yellow smoke that slides along the street
Rubbing its back upon the window-panes;
There will be time, there will be time
To prepare a face to meet the faces that you meet;
There will be time to murder and create,
And time for all the works and days of hands
That lift and drop a question on your plate;
Time for you and time for me,
And time yet for a hundred indecisions,
And for a hundred visions and revisions,
Before the taking of a toast and tea.
In the room the women come and go
Talking of Michelangelo.
And indeed there will be time
To wonder, «Do I care?» and, «Do I dare?»
Time to turn back and descend the stair,
With a bald spot in the middle of my hair —
(They will say: «How his hair is growing thin!»)
My morning coat, my collar mounting firmly to the
chin,
My necktie rich and modest, but asserted by a simple
pin
—
(They will say: «But how his arms and legs are thin!»)
Do I dare
Disturb the universe?
In a minute there is time
For decisions and revisions which a minute will
reverse.
For I have known them all already, known them all —
Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons,
I have measured out my life with coffee spoons;
I know the voices dying with a dying fall
Beneath the music from a farther room.
So how should I presume?
And I have known the eyes already, known them
all
—
The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase,
And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin,
When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall,
Then how should I begin
To spit out all the butt-ends of my days and ways?
And how should I presume?
And I have known the arms already, known them
all
—
Arms that are braceleted and white and bare
(But in the lamplight, downed with light brown hair!)
Is it perfume from a dress
That makes me so digress?
Arms that lie along a table, or wrap about a shawl.
And should I then presume?
And how should I begin?
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Shall I say, I have gone at dusk through narrow streets
And watched the smoke that rises from the pipes
Of lonely men in shirt-sleeves, leaning out of
windows?...
I should have been a pair of ragged claws
Scuttling across the floors of silent seas.
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
And the afternoon, the evening, sleeps so peacefully!
Smoothed by long fingers,
Asleep...tired...or it malingers,
Stretched on the floor, here beside you and me.
Should I, after tea and cakes and ices,
Have the strength to force the moment to its crisis?
But though I have wept and fasted, wept and prayed,
Though I have seen my head (grown slightly bald)
brought in upon a platter,
I am no prophet and here's no great matter;
I have seen the moment of my greatness flicker,
I have seen the eternal Footman hold my coat, and
snicker,
And in short, I was afraid.
And would it have been worth it, after all,
After the cups, the marmalade, the tea,
Among the porcelain, among some talk of you and
me,
Would it have been worth while,
To have bitten off the matter with a smile,
To have squeezed the universe into a ball
To roll it towards some overwhelming question,
To say: «I am Lazarus, come from the dead,
Come back to tell you all, I shall tell you all» —
If one, settling a pillow by her head,
Should say: «That is not what I meant at
all.
That is not it at all.»
And would it have been worth it, after all,
Would it have been worth while,
After the sunsets and the dooryards and the sprinkled
streets,
After the novels, after the teacups, after the skirts
that
trail along the floor
—
And this, and so much more? —
It is impossible to say just what I mean!
But as if a magic lantern threw the nerves in patterns
on
a screen;
Would it have been worth while
If one, settling a pillow or throwing off a shawl,
And turning toward the window, should say,
«That is not it at all,
That is not what I meant at all.»
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
No! I am not Prince Hamlet, nor was meant to be;
Am an attendant lord, one that will do
To swell a progress, start a scene or two,
Advise the prince; no doubt, an easy tool,
Deferential, glad to be of use,
Politic, cautious, and meticulous;
Full of high sentence, but a bit obtuse;
At times, indeed, almost ridiculous —
Almost, at times, the Fool.
I grow old...I grow old...
I shall wear the bottoms of my trousers rolled.
Shall I part my hair behind? Do I dare to eat a peach?
I shall wear white flannel trousers, and walk upon the
beach.
I have heard the mermaids singing, each to each.
I do not think that they will sing to me.
I have seen them riding seaward on the waves
Combing the white hair of the waves blown back
When the wind blows the water white and black.
We have lingered in the chambers of the sea
By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown
Till human voices wake us, and we drown.
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Èç öèêëà «Ïðóôðîê»
(1917)
ËÞÁÎÂÍÀß ÏÅÑÍÜ ÄÆ. ÀËÜÔÐÅÄÀ ÏÐÓÔÐÎÊÀ
S'io credessi che mia risposta fosse
a persona che mai tornasse al mondo,
questa fiamma staria senza piu scosse.
Ma per cio che giammai di questo fondo
non torno vivo alcun, s'i' odo il vero,
senza tema d'infamia ti rispondo.
Äàâàé ïðîéäåìñÿ âìåñòå — òû è ÿ,
Ïîêóäà ìãëèñòûé âå÷åð äðåìëåò â íåáå,
Ïîõîæèé íà áîëüíîãî ïîä íàðêîçîì
Ïðîéäåì ñ òîáîé ïî çàïóñòåíüþ óëèö,
Òåõ, ÷òî íàéòè ïîìîãóò êîìïðîìèññ,
Ê äâåðÿì ïèâíûõ, îáøàðïàííûõ ãîñòèíèö,
Íî÷íûõ êàôå, ãäå ïîäàäóò íàì óñòðèö,
Ãäå áóäåò áåç êîíöà òÿíóòüñÿ ñïîð
Íàçîéëèâûé, è ïðèâåäåò íàñ â óæàñ
Îøåëîìëÿþùèé è íåïðîñòîé âîïðîñ...
Íå ñïðàøèâàé: î ÷åì?
Íàì âðåìÿ ñàìîå èõ ïîñåòèòü, ïîéäåì.
 ïðèõîæåé äàìû íåãîäóþò,
Î Ìèêåëàíäæåëî òîëêóþò.
Òóìàíà æåëòîãî ïîòîêè
Íà ïåðåïëåò îêíà ëîæàòñÿ,
È êëî÷üÿ äûìà æåëòîãî òèõîíüêî
Ñîáîþ çàñòèëàþò ñòåêëà îêîí
È ñêîëüçêèìè ñâîèìè ÿçûêàìè
Ìå÷òàþò â ñåðäöå âå÷åðà ïðîáðàòüñÿ.
Îíè íàä ëóæèöàìè âüþòñÿ,
Ïîäñòàâèâ âåòðîì ñêðó÷åííûå ñïèíû
Ñàæå, ÷òî ïàäàåò èç òðóá.
Âîò ñíîâà íà òåððàñå çàáëóäèëèñü,
Ïîíÿâ, ñêîëü íî÷ü îêòÿáðüñêàÿ íåæíà,
Íàä íàøåé êðûøåé î÷åðòèëè êðóã
Ïðîùàëüíûé è â äðåìîòó ïîãðóçèëèñü.
È, âåðíî, ñìîãóò ýòè êëî÷üÿ äûìà
Ñêîëüçèòü âäîëü óëèö ñ íàìè, ëîæàñü íà ïåðåïëåòû îêîí.
Íàñòàíåò âðåìÿ, äà, íàñòàíåò âðåìÿ
Âñòðå÷àòüñÿ ñ òåìè,
Êòî íàñ âñòðå÷àåò, ïîäâåðíåòñÿ ñëó÷àé
È ñîçèäàòü è ìó÷èòü, âðåìÿ áóäåò
Ñâîé òðóä äíåâíîé ïðîäîëæèòü ñîòíÿì ðóê,
×òî íàì âîïðîñ íà áëþäå ïðèíåñóò,
È âðåìÿ âñåì âèäåíüÿì è ñòðåìëåíüÿì —
Òåì ìåëî÷àì, êîòîðûå ñ òîáîþ
Íàñ çà âå÷åðíèì ÷àåì çàñòàþò.
 ïðèõîæåé äàìû íåãîäóþò,
Î Ìèêåëàíäæåëî òîëêóþò.
È, íåñîìíåííî, áóäåò âðåìÿ ìíå
Ïîäóìàòü: «Êàê ðåøóñü?» è «Êàê ïîñìåþ?»,
Âðåìÿ ñîéòè ïî ëåñòíèöå ñêîðåå,
×åì ïëåøü ìîþ ñîñåä çàïå÷àòëååò —
(È ñêàæåò: «Êàê îí ïîëûñåë!»)
Íå çðÿ æ ÿ ëó÷øèé ãàëñòóê ñâîé íàäåë,
Ñ áóëàâêîé ïðîñòåíüêîé, ñâîé ñòàðîìîäíûé ïëàù —
(È ñêàæóò: «Êàê òðîñòèíêà òîù!»)
Íåóæòî ÿ ïîñìåþ
Îáåñïîêîèòü ìèðîçäàíüå?
Ãäå âñÿêàÿ ìèíóòà — âðåìÿ
Äëÿ ñâåðøåíèé, âèäåíèé è èõ ïàëà÷.
Èáî äàâíî ÿ çíàþ âñå íà ñâåòå:
Óòðà, ïîëóäíè, âå÷åðà; ìíå æèçíü ñâîþ
Ïî ÷àéíîé ëîæêå îòìåðÿòü ïðèøëîñü;
Íî ñìîëêëè ãîëîñà, è íà èñõîäå îñåíü,
Çâó÷èò ðîÿëü èç êîìíàòû íàïðîòèâ.
Òàê íåóæåëè ÿ ðåøóñü?..
È ÿ äàâíî èõ çíàþ: òå ãëàçà,
×òî âàñ çàñòàâÿò âûëåçòè èç êîæè,
À êîãäà ñàì ïî ïîëî÷êàì ðàçëîæåí,
Êîãäà áóëàâêîþ ïðèêîëîò ÿ ê ñòåíå,
Êàê èçëîâ÷óñü
Ñåáÿ ïåðåëîìèòü, îñòàòüñÿ â ñòîðîíå?
È íåóæåëè ÿ ðåøóñü?..
È ÿ äàâíî èõ çíàþ: ðóêè òå,
×òî íîðîâÿò âàñ îñëåïèòü áðàñëåòîì,
Íà áåëèçíå (ïîä ÿðêî-ðûæèì ñâåòîì
Íàñòîëüíîé ëàìïû) âîëîñêè íà íèõ.
Èëü àðîìàò åå äóõîâ
Ìåíÿ ëèøàåò íóæíûõ ñëîâ?
Ðóêè, ÷òî íà ñòîëå ëåæàò èëè ñæèìàþò êîí÷èê øàëè...
Òàê êàê æå ÿ ðåøóñü?
È ÷òî ñêàæó âíà÷àëå?
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Ïðèçíàòüñÿ ëü â òîì, êàê ÷àñòî âå÷åðàìè
Áðîäèë ïî óçêèì óëèöàì, ñëåäÿ çà äûìîì, âüþùèìñÿ èç
òðóáîê
Ìóæ÷èí, ñêó÷àþùèõ ó çàïîòåâøèõ îêîí?..
Íå ëó÷øå ëü, ñòàâ çàìøåëûìè êëåøíÿìè,
Ìíå ñåìåíèòü ïî äíó ìîðåé áåçìîëâíûõ?
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Ïîëóäåíü, âå÷åð áåçìÿòåæíî ñïèò!
Êàê áóäòî òîíêîé ñòèñíóòûé ðóêîþ,
Ñïèò... èçíåìîã... èëü, ïðèòâîðèâøèñü, îí
Ðàçëåãñÿ íà ïîëó ðÿäîì ñ òîáîé è ìíîþ.
Äîëæåí ëè ÿ, íàïèâøèñü âäîâîëü ÷àÿ,
Ïîíÿòü, ÷òî áëèçèòñÿ ðàçâÿçêà ðîêîâàÿ?
Âåäü íåñìîòðÿ íà òî, ÷òî ÿ ïîñòèëñÿ, ïëàêàë,
Ìîëèëñÿ, ïëàêàë, íåñìîòðÿ íà òî,
×òî âèäåë ãîëîâó ñâîþ ÿ (ñ ëûñèíîé) íà áëþäå
ïðèíåñåííîé,
Ïðîðîêîì íå ìîãó ñåáÿ ÿ ñ÷åñòü.
×òî òîëêó óìíè÷àòü è ñ îáúÿñíåíüåì ëåçòü?
Êîëè åäâà áëåñíóâ, ìîÿ ïîìåðêëà ñëàâà,
Áåññìåðòíûé Ñëóæêà âçÿë ìîé ïëàù, ñìåÿñü ëóêàâî.
Ïðèçíàþñü: íå íà øóòêó ñòðóñèë ÿ.
Òàê ñòîèò ëè, è ñòîèëî ëè, ïðàâî,
Ïîñëå âñåõ ÷àøåê, áëþäåö ñ ìàðìåëàäîì,
Ïîñëå ñåðâèçîâ âñåõ, ñ òîáîé íàåäèíå
Áåñåäû äðóæåñêîé — áûëà ëü íåîáõîäèìîñòü
Ñêðûòü íåóâåðåííîñòü â íàòÿíóòîé óëûáêå,
Íóæíî ëü áûëî êðîøèòü è êîìêàòü ìèðîçäàíèå,
Åãî ïîäêàòûâàÿ ìåäëåííî ê âîïðîñó —
Ñëîâíî âîñêëèêíóòü: «ß âîñêðåñøèé Ëàçàðü,
Ïðèøåë òåáå ïîâåäàòü îáî âñåì, ÿ ðàññêàæó òåáå ñåãîäíÿ
îáî âñåì!»
Åñëè ïîäóøêó íåêàÿ ïîïðàâèò ïîä ãîëîâîé ñâîåé, ñêàçàâ
ñ äîñàäîé:
«Âåäü ÿ îò âàñ æäàëà ñîâñåì äðóãîãî,
È ýòî âñå íå òî, ÷òî íàäî.»
Òàê ñòîèëî ëè, ñòîèò ëè, âîîáùå
Áûëà ëè â òîì íåîáõîäèìîñòü ïîñëå âñåõ
Çàêàòîâ, äâîðèêîâ, ïîëèòûõ óëèö,
Ïîñëå ðîìàíîâ, ÷àøåê ñ ÷àåì, ñïëåòåí âñåõ
ß, âïðî÷åì, íå èç òåõ,
Êòî ñ ëåãêîñòüþ ðàñêðûòü ñïîñîáåí äóøó
È íåðâû íà ýêðàíå ïîêàçàòü, ëèøü òîëüêî ñâåò ïîòóøàò.
Áûëà ëè â òîì íåîáõîäèìîñòü, åñëè ñíîâà
Òà â òåïëóþ çàêóòàåòñÿ øàëü,
Óñòàâèòñÿ â îêíî è ñêàæåò: «Æàëü,
Íî ýòî âñå íå òî, ÷òî íàäî,
È ÿ îò âàñ æäàëà ñîâñåì äðóãîãî.»
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
.
Íåò, ÿ íå Ãàìëåò, èì ÿ áûòü íå ìîã;
Íî ëèøü ïðèäâîðíûé ëîðä, îäèí èç ñëóã,
Ñîâåòíèê ïðèíöà, — èñòèííûé àêòåð:
Ðàñ÷åòëèâ, ïîäîçðèòåëåí, õèòåð,
Óñòóï÷èâ, ïåäàíòè÷åí è îñòåð,
Âèòèåâàò, áûâàþ, âïðî÷åì, ãëóï;
Ê ÷åìó ñêðûâàòü: ïî âðåìåíàì íåñíîñåí —
Ïî âðåìåíàì ïî÷òè ÷òî... Øóò.
ß ñòàðåþ... ÿ ñòàðåþ...
Ïàíòàëîíû ñøèòü ïîñìåþ ëü?
Ìîæåò ïåðñèê ñúåñòü ðåøèòüñÿ? Çà÷åñàòü ïîëó÷øå ïëåøü?
Îòóòþæèòü ïàíòàëîíû è îòïðàâèòüñÿ íà ïëÿæ.
Òóäà, ãäå äèâíî òàê ðóñàëêè õîõîòàëè.
Íî äëÿ ìåíÿ ñïîþò îíè åäâà ëè.
Âèäàë ÿ, êàê êà÷àÿñü íà âîëíàõ,
Öàðåâíû òå, ñ öâåòàìè â âîëîñàõ,
Áàþêàþò è òÿíóò çà ñîáîþ.
È ãðåçÿòñÿ, óæå íå â ïåðâûé ðàç,
Ìîðñêèå äåâî÷êè, óâèòûå ëèñòâîþ...
Íî òîíåì ìû, êîãäà ðàçáóäÿò íàñ.
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PORTRAIT OF A LADY
Thou hast committed —
Fornication: but that was in another country,
And besides, the wench is dead.
«The Jew of Malta»
I
Among the smoke and fog of a December afternoon
You have the scene arrange itself — as it will seem to
do
—
With «I have saved this afternoon for you»;
And four wax candles in the darkened room,
Four rings of light upon the ceiling overhead,
An atmosphere of Juliet's tomb
Prepared for all the things to be said, or left unsaid.
We have been, let us say, to hear the latest Pole
Transmit the Preludes, through his hair and fingertips.
«So intimate, this Chopin, that I think his soul
Should be resurrected only among friends
Some two or three, who will not touch the bloom
That is rubbed and questioned in the concert room.»
— And so the conversation slips
Among velleities and carefully caught regrets
Through attenuated tones of violins
Mingled with remote cornets
And begins.
«You do not know how much they mean to me, my
friends,
And how, how rare and strange it is, to find
In a life composed so much, so much of odds and
ends,
(For indeed I do not love it ... you knew? you are not
blind!
How keen you are!)
To find a friend who has these qualities,
Who has, and gives
Those qualities upon which friendship lives.
How much it means that I say this to you —
Without these friendships — life, what cauchemar!»
Among the windings of the violins
And the ariettes
Of cracked cornets
Inside my brain a dull tom-tom begins
Absurdly hammering a prelude of its own,
Capricious monotone
That is at least one definite «false note.»
— Let us take the air, in a tobacco trance,
Admire the monuments,
Discuss the late events,
Correct our watches by the public clocks.
Then sit for half an hour and drink our bocks.
II
Now that lilacs are in bloom
She has a bowl of lilacs in her room
And twists one in her fingers while she talks.
«Ah, my friend, you do not know, you do not know
What life is, you who hold it in your hands» ;
(Slowly twisting the lilac stalks)
«You let it flow from you, you let it flow,
And youth is cruel, and has no remorse
And smiles at situations which it cannot see.»
I smile, of course,
And go on drinking tea.
«Yet with these April sunsets, that somehow recall
My buried life, and Paris in the Spring,
I feel immeasurably at peace, and find the world
To be wonderful and youthful, after all.»
The voice returns like the insistent out-of-tune
Of a broken violin on an August afternoon:
«I am always sure that you understand
My feelings, always sure that you feel,
Sure that across the gulf you reach your hand.
You are invulnerable, you have no Achilles' heel.
You will go on, and when you have prevailed
You can say: at this point many a one has failed.
But what have I, but what have I, my friend,
To give you, what can you receive from me?
Only the friendship and the sympathy
Of one about to reach her journey's end.
I shall sit here, serving tea to friends....»
I take my hat: how can I make a cowardly amends
For what she has said to me?
You will see me any morning in the park
Reading the comics and the sporting page.
Particularly I remark
An English countess goes upon the stage.
A Greek was murdered at a Polish dance,
Another bank defaulter has confessed.
I keep my countenance,
I remain self-possessed
Except when a street piano, mechanical and tired
Reiterates some worn-out common song
With the smell of hyacinths across the garden
Recalling things that other people have desired.
Are these ideas right or wrong?
III
The October night comes down; returning as before
Except for a slight sensation of being ill at ease
I mount the stairs and turn the handle of the door
And feel as if I had mounted on my hands and knees.
«And so you are going abroad; and when do you
return?
But that's a useless question.
You hardly know when you are coming back,
You will find so much to learn.»
My smile falls heavily among the bric-a-brac.
«Perhaps you can write to me.»
My self-possession flares up for a second;
This is as I had reckoned.
«I have been wondering frequently of late
(But our beginnings never know our ends!)
Why we have not developed into friends.»
I feel like one who smiles, and turning shall remark
Suddenly, his expression in a glass.
My self-possession gutters; we are really in the dark.
«For everybody said so, all our friends,
They all were sure our feelings would relate
So closely! I myself can hardly understand.
We must leave it now to fate.
You will write, at any rate.
Perhaps it is not too late.
I shall sit here, serving tea to friends.»
And I must borrow every changing shape
To find expression ... dance, dance
Like a dancing bear,
Cry like a parrot, chatter like an ape.
Let us take the air, in a tobacco trance —
Well! and what if she should die some afternoon,
Afternoon grey and smoky, evening yellow and rose;
Should die and leave me sitting pen in hand
With the smoke coming down above the housetops;
Doubtful, for a while
Not knowing what to feel or if I understand
Or whether wise or foolish, tardy or too soon...
Would she not have the advantage, after all?
This music is successful with a «dying fall»
Now that we talk of dying —
And should I have the right to smile?
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ÏÎÐÒÐÅÒ ÄÀÌÛ
Òû ñîãðåøèë,
Õîòÿ è çà ãðàíèöåé,
Äà è áëóäíèöû íåò óæå â æèâûõ.
«Ìàëüòèéñêèé Åâðåé»
I
Äåêàáðüñêèé äåíü â òóìàíå è äûìó,
Êàê ïî ñöåíàðèþ, íà÷íåòñÿ ñ îáùèõ ôðàç:
«Âåñü ýòîò äåíü ÿ ñáåðåãëà äëÿ âàñ.»
×åòûðå ñâå÷êè â ïîëóòåìíîé çàëå
Íà ïîòîëîê áðîñàþò òóñêëûé ñâåò,
Ñëîâíî ñ Äæóëüåòòîé â ñêëåï òåáÿ çàìóðîâàëè.
Äëÿ òîëêîâ âñå ãîòîâî è áåñåä.
Ïîëÿê ñåãîäíÿ â ìîäå, ÷óòü äûøà,
Ïðåëþäèè èãðàë îí ñòîëü áëåñòÿùå.
«Øîïåí ìíå êàê ðîäíîé, åãî äóøà
Äîëæíà âîñêðåñíóòü ëèøü ñðåäè äðóçåé,
Äâóõ èëè òðåõ öåíèòåëåé, ïîâåðüòå,
À íå òîëïû, ãàëäÿùåé íà êîíöåðòå.»
Òàê ðàçãîâîð ñêîëüçèò
Ñðåäü îòêðîâåíèé ãðóñòíûõ è ñåêðåòîâ,
 ïèëèêàíüå àëüòîâ è ñêðèïîê âÿëûõ,
 ãíóñàâîé ïåðåêëè÷êå äâóõ êîðíåòîâ,
È íà÷èíàåòñÿ ñíà÷àëà.
«Âû çíàåòå, ÿ äîðîæó äðóçüÿìè
Áåç ìåðû, â ýòîé æèçíè ñòîëü íåëåïîé,
Çàïîëíåííîé îáû÷íûìè âåùàìè,
Èõ òðóäíî îòûñêàòü (âû ïîíÿëè ìåíÿ?.. âû æå íå
ñëåïû!
Ó âàñ âðîæäåííûé äàð!),
Íàéòè òîãî, êòî ñëàáîñòü âàì ïðîñòèò,
È êòî èìååò âåñü íàáîð ïðèâû÷íûõ
Äîñòîèíñòâ, èç êîòîðûõ äðóæáà ñîñòîèò.
ß èìè äîðîæó íàñòîëüêî, ÷òî ñêàæó âàì —
Áåç äðóæáû ýòîé æèçíü — îäèí cauchemar!»
Ñðåäü çàâûâàíüÿ ñêðèïîê âÿëûõ
È àðèåòò
Êîðíåòîâ äâóõ
 ìîçãó ìîåì òàì-òàì áóáíèò íà÷àëî
Ïðåëþäèè íåëåïîé, òåøèò ñëóõ
È ìîíîòîííî áüåò
Êàïðèçíîþ ÷ðåäîé ôàëüøèâûõ íîò.
— Çàáóäåìñÿ, âäîõíóâ òàáà÷íûé äûì,
Ó ïàìÿòíèêîâ ïîñèäèì,
Îáñóäèì íîâîñòè,
×àñû êàðìàííûå ïðîâåðèì ïî êóðàíòàì
È ïîëþáåçíè÷àåì â áàðå ñ îôèöèàíòîì.
II
Âåçäå ñèðåíü öâåòåò íà ðàäîñòü ãëàçó!
Äâå âåòî÷êè îíà ïîñòàâèò â âàçó
È ìåæäó ïàëüöåâ òðåòèþ çàæìåò.
«Ìîé äðóã, âàì íåâäîìåê, âàì íåâäîìåê
Êàê íàäî æèòü — âàì, êòî ñæèìàåò æèçíü â ñâîèõ
ðóêàõ;
(È âåòêó ïîìóñîëèò, ïîæóåò)
Âû âñå ïóñêàåòå íà ñàìîòåê,
Âñå äåëàåòå ãðóáî è ïîñïåøíî,
Íå çàìå÷àÿ îñíîâíûõ âåùåé.»
ß óëûáíóñü, êîíå÷íî,
È ïðèãóáëþ äàâíî îñòûâøèé ÷àé.
«À òå àïðåëüñêèå çàêàòû îñâåæàþò
Çàãóáëåííóþ æèçíü — Ïàðèæ âåñíîé!
Íà ñåðäöå òèøèíà, ñåáå ÿ ïðåäñòàâëÿþ
Ìèð ïîëíûì ðàäîñòè è íàõîæó ïîêîé.»
Ãîëîñ âîïüåòñÿ â òåìÿ, êàê ìèãðåíü —
Çâóê ñêðèïêè, ñëîìàííîé â òîò àâãóñòîâñêèé äåíü.
«ß âàì äîâåðèëàñü êàê èñòèííîìó äðóãó,
È äàæå íàõîäÿñü çà ìîðåì ãäå-íèáóäü,
Âû ïîñïåøèòå ïðîòÿíóòü ìíå ðóêó.
Íåóÿçâèìû âû, êàê Àõèëëåñ,
Íî áåç ïÿòû, ïðåîäîëåâ âûñîêèé
Ïîäúåì, âû ñêàæåòå: «Äðóãèå çäåñü ñåáå ñëîìàëè á
íîãè.»
×òî ÿ ñìîãó, ÷òî âàì ñìîãó âåðíóòü,
×òî îò ìåíÿ âû ïîëó÷èòü õîòèòå?
Êðîìå ñèìïàòèè è äðóæáû òîé,
×åé æèçíåííûé ê êîíöó ïîäõîäèò ïóòü.
ß ñîáåðó çà ÷àåì âñåõ äðóçåé...»
Õâàòàþ øëÿïó: êàê îòâåòèòü åé
Ñìîãó è íåçàìå÷åííûì îñòàòüñÿ?
Âû â ïàðêå ÷àñòî âèäèòå ìåíÿ
Çà ÷òåíüåì êîìèêñîâ, ñïîðòèâíûõ íîâîñòåé.
Íåäàâíî, çàìå÷àþ ÿ,
Ãðàôèíÿ ïîëó÷èëà ðîëü íà ñöåíå,
Ãðåê áûë óáèò ïîëÿêàìè, ìîøåííèê
Ïðåäñòàë ïåðåä ñóäîì:
Íî òóò ñâîè ñêðûâàÿ îïàñåíüÿ,
Äîëæíî áûòü íå óäàðþ â ãðÿçü ëèöîì,
Ïîêóäà êòî-òî íå ðåøèò îäíàæäû
Èçáèòóþ ìåëîäèþ ñûãðàòü,
Ïîä øåëåñò ãèàöèíòîâ, çâîí ðó÷üÿ,
Íàïîìíèòü òî, î ÷åì ìå÷òàåò êàæäûé.
Íî, ìîæåò áûòü, îáìàíûâàþñü ÿ?
III
Îêòÿáðüñêèé âå÷åð íàñòóïàåò êàê îáû÷íî.
Íî ÷òî-òî çäåñü íå òàê, ÿ ïî ñòóïåíüêàì
Áåãó, ÷òîá äâåðü ðàñêðûòü ðûâêîì ïðèâû÷íûì,
Íî ñëîâíî ÿ òóäà çàïîëç íà ÷åòâåðåíüêàõ.
«Âû çà ãðàíèöó åäåòå îïÿòü; êîãäà íàçàä?
Íî ãëóïî ñïðàøèâàòü.
Âû âðÿä ëè òî÷íî çíàåòå êîãäà.
Òàì ñòîëüêî âñÿêèõ íîâøåñòâ, ãîâîðÿò.»
Âîò îò óëûáêè íåò óæ è ñëåäà.
«Âû ñìîæåòå îòòóäà ìíå ïèñàòü.»
ß íà ìãíîâåíüå îâëàäåë ñîáîþ;
Âåäü ÿ êàê ðàç ïðåäïîëàãàë òàêîå.
«Ìíå ÷àñòî êàæåòñÿ, ÷òî ìåæäó íàìè íåò
(Íà÷àëà íàøè î êîíöàõ íå çíàþò!)
Òîãî, ÷òî äðóæáîé ëþäè íàçûâàþò.»
ß ñòàíîâëþñü ïîõîæ íà òåõ,
Êòî íà ñåáÿ óêðàäêîé âçãëÿä êèäàåò,
Âñòàâ áîêîì ê çåðêàëó; ìû áðîäèì â òåìíîòå.
«Ìíå ãîâîðèëè ìíîãèå î òîì,
×òî íàøè îòíîøåíèÿ ñåðüåçíû
È èñêðåííè! Ñàìà íå çíàþ, â ÷åì
Ìû òàê áëèçêè, äîâåðèìñÿ ñóäüáå.
ß âèæó, ÷òî âû çíàòü äàäèòå î ñåáå,
È äóìàþ, åùå íå áóäåò ïîçäíî.
ß ñîáåðó çà ÷àåì âñåõ äðóçåé.»
À ÿ ïðèìåðþ êàæäóþ ëè÷èíó,
È óäèâëþ âñåõ òðþêîì öèðêîâûì.
Áóäó ïëÿñàòü, ïëÿñàòü... ñëîâíî ìåäâåäü ðó÷íîé,
Ìàðòûøêîþ âèçæàòü, ãàëäåòü, êàê ïîïóãàé â
ãîñòèíîé.
Çàáóäåìñÿ, âäîõíóâ òàáà÷íûé äûì —
Íî ÷òî, åñëè â îäèí ïðåêðàñíûé äåíü
Îíà óìðåò — äåíü ñåðûé, äûìíûé, àëûé, æåëòûé,
Óìðåò, îñòàâèâ ìåíÿ ñ ðó÷êîþ â ðóêå,
È äûì íàä êðûøàìè ðàñòàåò âäàëåêå;
ß óæàñíóñü, è íà èñõîäå äíÿ,
Íå çíàÿ, ÷òî ìíå ÷óâñòâîâàòü, ÷òî äåëàòü,
Íå çíàÿ, ãëóïîñòü ýòî èëè õîä
Ïðîäóìàííûé, ïîñïåøíîñòü, îïîçäàíüå...
È ÷òî ïðèäóìûâàòü íàì â îïðàâäàíüå?
Âñå òó æå ìóçûêó è «îñåíè èñõîä» .
Íî åñëè ãîâîðèòü îá óìèðàíüå —
Òî åñòü ëè ïðàâî íà óëûáêó ó ìåíÿ?
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PRELUDES
I
The winter evening settles down
With smell of steaks in passageways.
Six o'clock.
The burnt-out ends of smoky days.
And now a gusty shower wraps
The grimy scraps
Of withered leaves about your feet
And newspapers from vacant lots;
The showers beat
On broken blinds and chimney-pots,
And at the corner of the street
A lonely cab-horse steams and stamps.
And then the lighting of the lamps.
II
The morning comes to consciousness
Of faint stale smells of beer
From the sawdust-trampled street
With all its muddy feet that press
To early coffee-stands.
With the other masquerades
That time resumes,
One thinks of all the hands
That are raising dingy shades
In a thousand furnished rooms.
III
You tossed a blanket from the bed,
You lay upon your back, and waited;
You dozed, and watched the night revealing
The thousand sordid images
Of which your soul was constituted;
They flickered against the ceiling.
And when all the world came back
And the light crept up between the shutters
And you heard the sparrows in the gutters,
You had such a vision of the street
As the street hardly understands;
Sitting along the bed's edge, where
You curled the papers from your hair,
Or clasped the yellow soles of feet
In the palms of both soiled hands.
IV
His soul stretched tight across the skies
That fade behind a city block,
Or trampled by insistent feet
At four and five and six o'clock;
And short square fingers stuffing pipes,
And evening newspapers, and eyes
Assured of certain certainties,
The conscience of a blackened street
Impatient to assume the world.
I am moved by fancies that are curled
Around these images, and cling:
The notion of some infinitely gentle
Infinitely suffering thing.
Wipe your hand across your mouth, and laugh;
The worlds revolve like ancient women
Gathering fuel in vacant lots.
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ÏÐÅËÞÄÈÈ
I
Óãîìîíèëñÿ çèìíèé âå÷åð,
 ñåáÿ âïèòàâøèé çàïàõ áëþä ãîðÿ÷èõ.
Ïðîáèëî øåñòü.
Ôðàãìåíòû äíåé, áåñöåëüíî óõîäÿùèõ.
Âîò íàãîíÿåò ëèâåíü ëèïêèé
Áåñöâåòíûå îáðûâêè
Îïàâøèõ ëèñòüåâ ïîä íîãè òåáå,
Êóñêè ãàçåò íåñåò ñî ñâàëîê
È áàðàáàíèò ïî ñòåêëó,
Ïî ñòàâíÿì çàïåðòûì, ïî äûìîâîé òðóáå,
È òîëüêî îäèíîêî íà óãëó
Ïèâíîé ñòîèò ëîøàäêà ó äâåðè.
Ïîòîì âåçäå âêëþ÷àþò ôîíàðè.
II
Ïðèõîäèò óòðî ñ çàïàõîì ïèâíûì
È ñïÿùåå ñîçíàíüå áóäîðàæèò.
Ïðèõîäèò ñ óëèö, âûòîïòàííûõ âäîëü
È ïîïåðåê ðàçáóæåííîé òîëïîþ,
×òî òîï÷åòñÿ ó âõîäîâ â ðåñòîðàíû.
Ïðèõîäèò âìåñòå ñ æàëêèì ìàñêàðàäîì,
Ãäå çàïðàâëÿåò âðåìÿ,
È äóìàåøü, ñàäÿñü íà êðàé äèâàíà,
Î òåõ ðóêàõ â ãîñòèíè÷íîì îêíå,
×òî ïîäíèìàþò øòîðû âñëåä çà âñåìè.
III
Òû, îäåÿëî îòïèõíóâ â ñòîðîíêó
È ëåæà íà ñïèíå, æäàëà ÷åãî-òî.
È ñêâîçü òâîþ äðåìîòó íî÷ü ÿâëÿëà
Ñîòíè âèäåíèé ãíóñíûõ, èõ ÷àñòèöåé
Áûëà òâîÿ äóøà, ïîä ïîòîëêîì
Îíè, íà ìèã ëèøü âñïûõíóâ, óãàñàëè.
Íî ñòîèëî òåáå ïðèéòè â ñîçíàíüå
È ðàçãëÿäåòü, êàê êðûøè çàáëåñòåëè,
È èçäàëè óñëûøàòü ïòè÷üè òðåëè, —
Òû óâèäàëà óëèöó òàêîé,
Êàêîé îíà ñàìà ñåáå íå ñíèëàñü;
È, íàêîíåö, óñåâøèñü íà êðîâàòè,
Òû áèãóäè ñíÿëà ñîâñåì íåêñòàòè,
È íîãè, âûòÿíóâ ïåðåä ñîáîé
Èõ, îáõâàòèëà ïàðîé ãðÿçíûõ ðóê.
IV
Åãî äóøà ðàñïÿòà â íåáåñàõ,
×òî èñ÷åçàþò çà ñòåíîé äîìîâ,
Ðàñòîïòàíà òüìîé òîðîïëèâûõ íîã
 ÷åòûðå, â ïÿòü è â øåñòü ÷àñîâ.
È ïàëüöû ñ òðóáêàìè, è ïîëîñà
 âå÷åðíåé ïðåññå, è ãëàçà,
Èìåþùèå óáåæäåíüÿ —
Âñå ëèøü ïðèïëîä ñåé óëèöû êðèâîé,
Ãîòîâÿùåéñÿ ìèð ïîæðàòü.
ß ïîñòàðàþñü òàéíó ðàçãàäàòü
Âèäåíèé, èç êîòîðûõ ñîòêàí
Ìîé ìîçã, òàì ÷òî-òî íåæíîå æèâåò,
Ñòðàäàþùåå ÷òî-òî.
Âûòðè ãóáû êóëàêîì è óëûáíèñü,
Âåäü ìèð âðàùàåòñÿ, êàê íèùàÿ ñòàðóõà,
×òî òàùèò óãîëü ñ ïðèâîêçàëüíîé ñâàëêè.
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RHAPSODY ON A WINDY NIGHT
Twelve o'clock.
Along the reaches of the street
Held in a lunar synthesis,
Whispering lunar incantations
Dissolve the floors of memory
And all its clear relations
Its divisions and precisions,
Every street lamp that I pass
Beats like a fatalistic drum,
And through the spaces of the dark
Midnight shakes the memory
As a madman shakes a dead geranium.
Half-past one,
The street-lamp sputtered,
The street-lamp muttered,
The street-lamp said, «Regard that woman
Who hesitates toward you in the light of the door
Which opens on her like a grin.
You see the border of her dress
Is torn and stained with sand,
And you see the corner of her eye
Twists like a crooked pin.»
The memory throws up high and dry
A crowd of twisted things;
A twisted branch upon the beach
Eaten smooth, and polished
As if the world gave up
The secret of its skeleton,
Stiff and white.
A broken spring in a factory yard,
Rust that clings to the form that the strength has left
Hard and curled and ready to snap.
Half-past two,
The street-lamp said,
«Remark the cat which flattens itself in the gutter,
Slips out its tongue
And devours a morsel of rancid butter.»
So the hand o» the child, automatic,
Slipped out and pocketed a toy that was running along
the
quay.
I could see nothing behind that child's eye.
I have seen eyes in the street
Trying to peer through lighted shutters,
And a crab one afternoon in a pool,
An old crab with barnacles on his back,
Gripped the end of a stick which I held him.
Half-past three,
The lamp sputtered,
The lamp muttered in the dark.
The lamp hummed:
«Regard the moon,
La lune ne garde aucune rancune,
She winks a feeble eye,
She smiles into corners.
She smooths the hair of the grass.
The moon has lost her memory.
A washed-out smallpox cracks her face,
Her hand twists a paper rose,
That smells of dust and eau de Cologne,
She is alone
With all the old nocturnal smells
That cross and cross across her brain.»
The reminiscence comes
Of sunless dry geraniums
And dust in crevices,
Smells of chestnuts in the streets,
And female smells in shuttered rooms,
And cigarettes in corridors
And cocktail smells in bars.
The lamp said,
«Four o'clock,
Here is the number on the door.
Memory!
You have the key,
The little lamp spreads a ring on the stair.
Mount.
The bed is open; the tooth-brush hangs on the wall,
Put your shoes at the door, sleep, prepare for life.»
The last twist of the knife.
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ÐÀÏÑÎÄÈß ÍÅÍÀÑÒÍÎÉ ÍÎ×È
Äâåíàäöàòü áüåò.
Ñòðåìÿñü â ðàçíîîáðàçüå óëèö
È ëóíàòè÷åñêîå îçàðåíüå,
È ëóíàòè÷åñêèå çàêëèíàíüÿ
Øåï÷à, è ðàñòâîðÿÿ ïàìÿòü
È âñå åå íåçûáëåìûå ñâÿçè,
Åå îïðåäåëåíüÿ è ðåøåíüÿ,
Ôîíàðü, ìèìî êîòîðîãî èäó,
Áðåí÷èò, êàê ðèòóàëüíûé áóáåí,
È â êàæäîì ïðîìåæóòêå òåìíîòû,
Ïîëóíî÷ü âñòðÿõèâàåò ïàìÿòü, êàê áåçóìåö,
Òðÿñóùèé ìåðòâóþ ãåðàíü.
Ïîëâòîðîãî,
Ôîíàðü ïðîëîïîòàë,
Ôîíàðü ïðîáîðìîòàë,
Ôîíàðü ñêàçàë: «Òà æåíùèíà, âçãëÿíè,
Òåáå íàâñòðå÷ó íå ðåøàÿñü âûéòè,
Ó îñâåùåííîé äâåðè çàìåðëà.
Òû âèäèøü, ïëàòüå ãðóáîãî ïîêðîÿ,
Èçîäðàííîå, âñå â ïåñêå è ïÿòíàõ,
È âèäèøü, óãîëî÷åê ãëàçà
Äðîæèò, êàê èñêðèâëåííàÿ èãëà.»
Ïàìÿòü íàðóæó âûíîñèò ñóõèå
Ãðóäû ÷àñòåé áûòèÿ èñêðèâëåííûõ;
Èçëîìàííàÿ âåòâü íà áåðåãó
Îòïîëèðîâàíà, îáãëîäàíà âîäîþ,
Êàê áóäòî ìèð ðåøèë ðàñêðûòü ñåêðåò
Åå ñêåëåòà, æåñòêîãî, ïðÿìîãî,
Ñèÿþùåãî áåëèçíîé.
Ïðóæèíà, ëîïíóâøàÿ íà ôàáðè÷íîé ñâàëêå,
Ïîëóèñòëåâøàÿ, çàìøåëàÿ ñïèðàëü.
 íåé íåò áûëîé óïðóãîñòè è ñèëû.
Ïîëòðåòüåãî,
Ôîíàðü ñêàçàë: «Ãëÿäè,
Âîò êîøêà ïðûãàåò íà âîäîñòîê
È, îáëèçíóâøèñü,
Ãëîòàåò ìàñëà òóõëîãî êóñîê.»
Âîò òîùèé ñîðâàíåö íåïðîèçâîëüíî
Æèâîé êîìîê çà ïàçóõó ïèõàåò,
Âî âçãëÿäå äåòñêîì ïóñòîòà çèÿåò.
Èäÿ ïî óëèöå, ÿ âèäåë ìíîãî ãëàç,
Ïîäãëÿäûâàþùèõ èç-çà øòîð,
ß âèäåë êðàáà â ìóòíîì âîäîåìå,
Áîëüíîãî, ñî ùèïöàìè íà ñïèíå,
Îí óìóäðèëñÿ öàïíóòü êîí÷èê ïàëêè.
Ïîë÷åòâåðòîãî,
Ôîíàðü ïðîëåïåòàë,
Ôîíàðü ïðîáîðìîòàë âî òüìå.
Ôîíàðü øåïíóë:
«Ãëÿíü íà ëóíó,
La lune ne garde aucune rancune,
Îíà òàèíñòâåííûì ïîäìèãèâàåò îêîì,
È óëûáàåòñÿ âñåì óãîëêàì,
È ðàñïðàâëÿåò âîëîñû ãàçîíàì,
Ëóíà óæå íå ïîìíèò íè÷åãî.
Ëèöî åå áóäòî èçðûòî îñïîé,
 ðóêå ãîðèò áóêåò áóìàæíûõ ðîç,
Ïàõíóùèõ ïûëüþ è îäåêîëîíîì.
Íà íåáîñêëîíå
Îíà íàåäèíå ñî âñåìè àðîìàòàìè íî÷íûìè,
×òî êðóæàò â ãëóáèíå åå ñîçíàíüÿ.»
È âñïîìèíàåòñÿ
Ñóõàÿ, âÿëàÿ ãåðàíü
È ïûëü â ùåëÿõ, è çàïàõ
Îðåøíèêà íà óëèöàõ,
È æåíñêèé çàïàõ â äóøíûõ êîìíàòàõ,
Äûì ïàïèðîñ íà ëåñòíèöàõ
È çàïàõ âèí íà ñòîëèêàõ.
Ôîíàðü ñêàçàë:
«Óæå ÷åòûðå.
Âîò íîìåð íà äâåðè.
Ïóñòîòû ïàìÿòè —
Íî ó òåáÿ åñòü êëþ÷.
Ñâåò ëàìïî÷êè áëåäíååò íà ñòóïåíüêàõ.
Âçáåðèñü.
Êðîâàòü çàñòåëåíà; çóáíàÿ ùåòêà òàì, ãäå òû åå
îñòàâèë ïðîøëûì óòðîì,
Áîòèíêè áðîñü â ïðèõîæåé, áåç áîÿçíè ïóñòü íîâûé
äåíü
ïðèâåòñòâóåò äóøà.»
Ïîñëåäíèé ïîâîðîò íîæà.
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From «Poems»
(1920)
GERONTION
Thou hast nor youth nor age
But as it were an after dinner sleep
Dreaming of both.
Here I am, an old man in a dry month,
Being read to by a boy, waiting for rain.
I was neither at the hot gates
Nor fought in the warm rain
Nor knee deep in the salt marsh, heaving a cutlass,
Bitten by flies, fought.
My house is a decayed house,
And the jew squats on the window sill, the owner,
Spawned in some estaminet of Antwerp,
Blistered in Brussels, patched and peeled in London.
The goat coughs at night in the field overhead;
Rocks, moss, stonecrop, iron, merds.
The woman keeps the kitchen, makes tea,
Sneezes at evening, poking the peevish gutter.
I am old man,
A dull head among windy spaces.
Signs are taken for wonders. «We would see a sign!»
The word within a word, unable to speak a word,
Swaddled with darkness. In the juvescence of the year
Came Christ the tiger
In depraved May, dogwood and chestnut, flowering
judas,
To be eaten, to be divided, to be drunk
Among whispers; by Mr. Silvero
With caressing hands, at Limoges
Who walked all night in the next room;
By Hakagawa, bowing among the Titians;
By Madame de Tornquist, in the dark room
Shifting the candles; Fraulein von Kulp
Who turned in the hall, one hand on the door. Vacant
shuttles
Weave the wind. I have no ghosts,
An old man in a draughty house
Under a windy knob.
After such knowledge, what forgiveness? Think now
History has many cunning passages, contrived
corridors
And issues, deceives with whispering ambitions,
Guides us by vanities. Think now
She gives when our attention is distracted
And what she gives, gives with such supple confusions
That the giving famishes the craving. Gives too late
What"s not believed in, or if still believed,
In memory only, reconsidered passion. Gives too soon
Into weak hands, what's thought can be dispensed
with
Till the refusal propagates a fear. Think
Neither fear nor courage saves us. Unnatural vices
Are fathered by our heroism. Virtues
Are forced upon us by our impudent crimes.
These tears are shaken from the wrath-bearing tree.
The tiger springs in the new year. Us he devours.
Think at last
We have not reached conclusion, when I
Stiffen in a rented house. Think at last
I have not made this show purposelessly
And it is not by any concitation
Of the backward devils
I would meet you upon this honestly.
I that was near your heart was removed therefrom
To lose beauty in terror, terror in inquisition.
I have lost my passion: why should I need to keep it
Since what is kept must be adulterated?
I have lost my sight, smell, hearing, taste and touch:
How should I use them for your closer contact?
These with a thousand small deliberations
Protract the profit of their chilled delirium,
Excite the membrane, when the sense has cooled,
With pungent sauces, multiply variety
In a wilderness of mirrors. What will the spider do,
Suspend its operations, will the weevil
Delay? De Bailhache, Fresca, Mrs. Cammel, whirled
Beyond the circuit of the shuddering Bear
In fractured atoms. Gull against the wind, in the windy
straits
Of Belle Isle, or running on the Horn,
White feathers in the snow, the Gulf claims,
And an old man driven by the Trades
To a sleepy corner.
Tenants of the house,
Thoughts of a dry brain in a dry season.
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Èç «Ñòèõîòâîðåíèé»
(1920)
ÃÅÐÎÍÒÈÎÍ
Òû, â ñóùíîñòè, íè þòè íå çíàåøü,
Íè ñòàðîñòè, îíè òåáå ëèøü ñíÿòñÿ,
Êàê áóäòî â òÿæêîì ñíå ïîñëå îáåäà.
Ñèæó â çàñóøëèâûé ìåñÿö, ñëóøàþ,
Êàê þíåö ÷èòàåò ìíå, ñòàðèêó, æäó äîæäåé.
Íå ñòîÿë ÿ ó îãíåííûõ âðàò,
Íå ñðàæàëñÿ ïîä òåïëûì äîæäåì,
Ñ êîðòèêîì, ïî êîëåíî â èëå íå áåæàë â áîé,
Îòìàõèâàÿñü îò ìóõ.
Òîëüêî åâðåé-ïîïå÷èòåëü ñèäèò ó îêîøêà,
Äîì ìîé ïðîãíèë.
À áûâàëî, ãðåëñÿ ÿ â àíòâåðïåíñêèõ òàâåðíàõ,
Íàïèâàëñÿ â Áðþññåëå, â Ëîíäîíå ñ÷èòàë áàðûøè.
Êîçåë êàøëÿë â ïîëå âñþ íî÷ü.
Æåëåçÿêè, ïîðîñøèå ìõîì, êàìíè, ïîìåò, êðàïèâà.
Íà êóõíå æåíùèíà, ÷àé ïîäàåò,
Âå÷åðàìè çåâàåò, òû÷åòñÿ íîñîì â ãðÿçíûé êîòåë.
ß ñòàðè÷îê
Ñ ïóñòîé ãîëîâîé íà âåòðó.
Çíàìåíüÿì äèâÿòñÿ íûíå. «Äà óçðèì çíàìåíüå!»
Ñëîâî â ñëîâå, íè ñëîâà íå ïðîèçíåñÿ,
Êàíåò â íî÷ü.  íîâîì ãîäó
ßâèòñÿ òèãð — Õðèñòîñ.
 ìàå ðàñòëåííîì: êèçèë, êàøòàí, öâåòóùåãî èóäó
Âûïüþò, ñúåäÿò, ïîäåëÿò ìåæäó ñîáîþ,
Ïîä áîðìîòàíüå: ãîñïîäèí Ñèëüâåðî,
Òîðãàø èç Ëèìîæà, —
Îí øàðêàë âñþ íî÷ü â ïðîòèâîïîëîæíîé êîìíàòå;
Õàêàãàâà, ðàñêëàíèâàþùèéñÿ Òèöèàíàì;
Ìàäàì äå Òîðíêâèñò, â òåìíóþ êîìíàòó
Ïåðåíîñÿùàÿ ñâå÷è; ôðåéëåéí ôîí Êóëüï
 êîðèäîðå — ñ ðóêîé íà äâåðè. ×åëíîêè áåç íèòîê
Âåòåð òêóò. Áåç ïðèçðàêà ÿ,
Ñòàðèê â íåóþòíîì æèëèùå,
Ãäå âå÷íî ñêâîçèò.
Ïîñëå òàêîãî ïðèçíàíüÿ êàê îïðàâäàòüñÿ? Ïîäóìàé,
Ó èñòîðèè ìíîãî õèòðîñòåé ðàçíûõ, õîäîâ
ïîòàåííûõ,
Âåäåò è îáìàíåò íàñ ëîæíàÿ ãîðäîñòü,
Óâëå÷åò ñóåòîé. Ïîäóìàé,
Äàåò îíà, ëèøü êîãäà îñëàáëåíà áäèòåëüíîñòü,
È ê òîìó, ÷òî äàåò, âñåãäà ïðèìåøàåòñÿ
íåäîðàçóìåíüå,
Òàê ÷òî óæå íå æåëàåì ïîëó÷åííîãî. Äàåò ñ
îïîçäàíüåì
Òî, âî ÷òî ïåðåñòàëè ìû âåðèòü, à åñëè è âåðèì,
Òî ëèøü ïàìÿòóÿ î ïåðåîñìûñëåííîé ñòðàñòè. Äàåò
ïðåæäåâðåìåííî,
 ñëàáûå ðóêè — ëþáîå ó÷åíüå ëåãêî îïðîâåðãíóòü,
Ïîêóäà îòêàç íå ïåðåðîäèëñÿ â ñòðàõ. Ïîäóìàé,
Íè ñòðàõ, íè ìóæåñòâî íàñ íå ñïàñàþò. Äåëà
íå÷åñòèâûå
Âñêàðìëèâàåò ãåðîèçì. Äîáðîäåòåëü
Íàâÿçàíà íàì áåçðàññóäíåéøèìè èç ïðåñòóïëåíèé.
Ñëåçû ýòè ñòðÿõíóëè ìû ñ äåðåâà ãíåâà.
 íîâûé ãîä âñòðåïåíóëñÿ òèãð. Íàñ ïîæèðàåò.
Ïîäóìàé î òîì,
×òî ìû íå ïðèøëè ê çàêëþ÷åíüþ, è ÿ
Öåïåíåþ â àðåíäîâàííîì äîìå. Ïîäóìàé î òîì,
×òî ýòîò ñïåêòàêëü ÿ çàòåÿë íå çðÿ
È âîâñå íå ïî íåäîìûñëèþ
Èëü íàóùåíèþ áåñîâ øàëüíûõ.
Áóäó â ýòîì ñ òîáîé îòêðîâåíåí.
ß, êòî â ñåðäöå òâîåì ïðåáûâàë, áûë èçãíàí îòòóäà,
×òîá êðàñîòó ïîòåðÿòü ñðåäè çâåðñòâà, çâåðñòâî —
â äîçíàíüÿõ.
 ñòðàñòÿõ ïåðåñòàë ÿ íóæäàòüñÿ. Çà÷åì îíè ìíå,
Åñëè âñå, ÷òî èìååì, çàõâàòèò ðàñïàä?
Ïîòåðÿë ÿ çðåíèå, âêóñ, îáîíÿíèå, ñëóõ, îñÿçàíüå.
Êàê ñìîæåøü ñ èõ ïîìîùüþ ñáëèçèòüñÿ ñíîâà ñî
ìíîþ?
Âñå ýòî ñ òûñÿ÷üþ ìåëêèõ ïîäâîõîâ
Îïüÿíÿåò õîëîäíûì, â íèõ çàòî÷åííûì áåçóìüåì,
Îáîëî÷êó òðåâîæèò, êîãäà ÷óâñòâî óãàñëî,
Îñòðåéøåé ïðèïðàâîé, ìíîãîîáðàçüåì
 ïóñòûíÿõ çåðêàë. Êàê ïîñòóïèò ïàóê,
Ïðåêðàòèò ëè çàíÿòüå ñâîå? Äîëãîíîñèê
Çàõî÷åò ëè æäàòü? Äå Áàéàø, Ôðåñêó, ãîñïîæó
Êýììýë
Îòíåñëî çà Áîëüøóþ Ìåäâåäèöó
×àñòèöàìè àòîìîâ. ×àéêà ìåæ ñêàë â ñêâîçíÿêàõ
Áåëü-Èëÿ, èëü ì÷èòñÿ ó çíîéíîãî Ãîðíà.
Áåëûå ïåðüÿ â ñíåãó óíîñèò Ãîëüôñòðèì.
È òóò æå ñòàðèê, ïàññàòàìè
Çàãíàííûé â óãîë.
Îáèòàòåëè äîìà —
Ìûñëè ìîçãà ñóõîãî â çàñóøëèâûé, äóøíûé ñåçîí.
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SWEENEY ERECT
And the trees about me,
Let them be dry and leafless; let the rocks
Groan with continual surges; and behind me
Make all a desolation. Look, look, wenches!
Paint me a cavernous waste shore
Cast in the unstilled Cyclades,
Paint me the bold anfractuous rocks
Faced by the snarled and yelping seas.
Display me Aeolus above
Reviewing the insurgent gales
Which tangle Ariadne's hair
And swell with haste the perjured sails.
Morning stirs the feet and hands
(Nausicaa and Polypheme).
Gesture of orang-outang
Rises from the sheets in steam.
This withered root of knots of hair
Slitted below and gashed with eyes,
This oval O cropped out with teeth:
The sickle motion from the thighs
Jackknifes upward at the knees
Then straightens out from heel to hip
Pushing the framework of the bed
And clawing at the pillow slip.
Sweeney addressed full length to shave
Broadbottomed, pink from nape to base,
Knows the female temperament
And wipes the suds around his face.
(The lengthened shadow of a man
Is history, said Emerson
Who had not seen the silhouette
Of Sweeney straddled in the sun.)
Tests the razor on his leg
Waiting until the shriek subsides.
The epileptic on the bed
Curves backward, clutching at her sides.
The ladies of the corridor
Find themselves involved, disgraced,
Call witness to their principles
And deprecate the lack of taste
Observing that hysteria
Might easily be misunderstood;
Mrs. Turner intimates
It does the house no sort of good.
But Doris, towelled from the bath,
Enters padding on broad feet,
Bringing sal volatile
And a glass of brandy neat.
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ÑÓÈÍÈ ÝÐÅÊÒÓÑ
È ïóñòü äåðåâüÿ âêðóã ìåíÿ
Èññîõíóò, îáëåòÿò, ïóñòü áóðÿ
Òåðçàåò ñêàëû, à çà ìíîþ
Ïóñòûíÿ áóäåò. Òêèòå æå, äåâèöû!
Èçîáðàçè ïóñòûííûé áåðåã,
Ãäå ïðîñòèðàþòñÿ Êèêëàäû.
Èçîáðàçè êðóòûå ðèôû
È âîëí îïàñíûå ãðîìàäû.
Ïóñòü öàðü Ýîë íà çàäíåì ïëàíå
Ìóøòðóåò ïàãóáíûå âèõðè,
×òî êóäðè òðåïëþò Àðèàäíå
È ðàçäóâàþò ïàðóñ ðûõëûé.
Âîò óòðî ðóêè ðàñïðàâëÿåò
(Çäåñü Íàâñèêàÿ ñ Ïîëèôåìîì,)
Êîãäà ïëåâêè îðàíãóòàíãà
Ïî ïðîñòûíÿì òåêóò è ñòåíàì.
Ïó÷êè âîëîñ êàê ãíåçäà ïòèöû,
 íèõ åñòü è ùåëêè äëÿ ïðîñìîòðà,
È áóêâà «Î» ñòó÷èò çóáàìè,
Êîãäà îïîðó èùóò áåäðà.
Øåñòàìè âûòÿíóëèñü íîãè,
Îí ïîòÿíóëñÿ è ïðèñâèñòíóë,
Íå âèäÿ ïÿòåí íà ïîñòåëè,
Çóáàìè íàâîëî÷êó ñòèñíóë.
È çàõîòåë ïîáðèòüñÿ Ñóèíè,
Ñòîèò óïèòàííûé è êðåïêèé,
Ëþáèìåö äàì, ñ÷èùàåò ìûëî
Ñ ëèöà íåñòèðàíîé ñàëôåòêîé.
(«Èñòîðèÿ — ëèøü òåíü ëþäñêàÿ,» —
Ðàëô Ýìåðñîí, íàâåðíî, ñêàæåò,
Íå âèäÿ æèðíîé òåíè Ñóèíè,
Êîãäà îí òåøèòñÿ íà ïëÿæå).
Âîò, ÷èðêíóâ áðèòâîé ïî êîëåíêå,
Æäåò, êîãäà âèçã óãîìîíèòñÿ.
Ýïèëåïòè÷êà íà êðîâàòè
Òðÿñåòñÿ, íåðâíè÷àåò, çëèòñÿ.
Äâå ãîðíè÷íûå â êîðèäîðå
Øíûðÿþò, îñêîðáëåíî ìîðùàñü.
Îíè áîÿòñÿ, ÷òî ÷óæóþ
Ñëó÷àéíî èì ïðèïèøóò ïîøëîñòü.
Çäåñü âñå äàâíî ïåðåìåøàëîñü,
Íî ìèññèñ Òåðíåð òâåðäî çíàåò,
×òî íå ê ëèöó, à ÷òî, íàïðîòèâ,
Ïðåñòèæ ïðèòîíà ïîâûøàåò.
À Äîðèñ — òîëüêî ÷òî èç âàííîé,
Íå çàáûâàÿ î êëèåíòå,
Ïðèòàùèò íþõàòåëüíîé ñîëè
È ðþìêó áðîíçîâîãî áðåíäè.
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THE HOLLOW MÅN
(1925)
Mistah Kurtz — he dead.
A penny for an Old Guy
I
We are the hollow men
We are the stuffed men
Leaning together
Headpiece filled with straw. Alas!
Our dried voices, when
We whisper together
Are quiet and meaningless
As wind in dry grass
Or rats' feet over broken glass
In our dry cellar
Shape without form, shade without colour,
Paralysed force, gesture without motion;
Those who have crossed
With direct eyes, to death's other Kingdom
Remember us — if at all — not as lost
Violent souls, but only
As the hollow men
The stuffed men.
II
Eyes I dare not meet in dreams
In death's dream kingdom
These do not appear:
There, the eyes are
Sunlight on a broken column
There, is a tree swinging
And voices are
In the wind's singing
More distant and more solemn
Than a fading star.
Let me be no nearer
In death's dream kingdom
Let me also wear
Such deliberate disguises
Rat's coat, crowskin, crossed staves
In a field
Behaving as the wind behaves
No nearer —
Not that final meeting
In the twilight kingdom
III
This is the dead land
This is cactus land
Here the stone images
Are raised, here they receive
The supplication of a dead man's hand
Under the twinkle of a fading star.
Is it like this
In death's other kingdom
Waking alone
At the hour when we are
Trembling with tenderness
Lips that would kiss
Form prayers to broken stone.
IV
The eyes are not here
There are no eyes here
In this valley of dying stars
In this hollow valley
This broken jaw of our lost kingdoms
In this last of meeting places
We grope together
And avoid speech
Gathered on this beach of the tumid river
Sightless, unless
The eyes reappear
As the perpetual star
Multifoliate rose
Of death's twilight kingdom
The hope only
Of empty men.
V
Here we go round the prickly pear
Prickly pear prickly pear
Here we go round the prickly pear
At five o'clock in the morning.
Between the idea
And the reality
Between the motion
And the act
Falls the Shadow
Between the conception
And the creation
Between the emotion
And the response
Falls the Shadow
Between the desire
And the spasm
Between the potency
And the existence
Between the essence
And the descent
Falls the Shadow
For Thine is
Life is
For Thine is the
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a whimper.
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ÏÎËÛÅ ËÞÄÈ
(1925)
Ìèñòà Êóðö — îí ìåðòâûé
Ïîäàéòå ñòàðîìó Ãàþ
I
Ìû ïîëûå ëþäè
Ìû ïóãàëà, à íå ëþäè
Ïðèæàëèñü äðóã ê äðóãó
Ãîëîâû íàáèòû ñîëîìîé. Óâû!
Íàøè âÿëûå ðå÷è, êîãäà
Íà óõî øåï÷åì äðóã äðóãó
Òèõè è áåññìûñëåííû
Ñëîâíî âåòåð â èññîõøåé òðàâå
Èëè êðûñû íà áèòîì ñòåêëå
 ïîãðåáå íàøåì
Òåëî áåç ôîðìû, òåíü áåç îêðàñêè,
Ñêîâàííûé èìïóëüñ, æåñò áåç ïîáóæäåíèÿ.
È òå, êòî ïðîíèê
 Öàðñòâî ñìåðòè íåâå÷íîå, åñëè çàïîìíèëè íàñ,
Òî íå êàê ìÿòåæíûõ ïîòåðÿííûõ äóø,
Åñëè çàïîìíèëè, òî ëèøü
Êàê ïîëûõ ëþäåé
Ïóãàëà, à íå ëþäåé.
II
Ãëàç âî ñíå ÿ íå âèæó,
 öàðñòâå ñìåðòè è ñíà
Ïîÿâèòüñÿ íå ìîãóò îíè.
Èáî òàì ãëàçà —
Ýòî ñîëíå÷íûé ñâåò íà ðàçáèòîé êîëîííå.
Äåðåâüÿ òàì òèõî
Âåòâÿìè êà÷àþò
È íà âåòðó ãîëîñà
Åùå äàëüøå, åùå òîðæåñòâåííåé
Çâåçäû óãàñàþùåé.
Ïóñòü áóäó ÿ æèòü
 öàðñòâå ñìåðòè è ñíà
Ïóñòü ñòàíó íîñèòü
Íàðÿä íàðî÷èòûé:
Øóáêó êðûñèíóþ, øêóðêó âîðîíüþ, ïîäïîðêè
êðèâûå
 ïîëå óïîäîáëþñü ÿ
Âåòðó, íè÷óòü
Íå áëèæå —
Íå ýòà ïîñëåäíÿÿ âñòðå÷à
 ïðèçðà÷íîì öàðñòâå
III
Ìåðòâàÿ ñòðàíà
Êàêòóñîì çàðîñëà
Êàìåííûõ òóò
Ïî÷èòàþò áîæåñòâ
Âîçäàåò èì ñïîëíà
Ðóêà ìåðòâåöà
Ïîä ìåðöàíüåì
Çâåçäû óãàñàþùåé.
Ïîâåðèøü ëè òû
 öàðñòâå ñìåðòè íåâå÷íîì
Âîñõîäèëà îíà
 òîò ÷àñ, êîãäà
Ìû ñîäðîãàëèñü îò íåæíîñòè,
À ãóáû òå,
×òî äîëæíû öåëîâàòü
Áîðìîòàëè ìîëèòâû ðàçáèòîìó êàìíþ.
IV
È íå ñòàëî òåõ ãëàç
È íåò çäåñü òåõ ãëàç
 äîëèíå çâåçäû óãàñàþùåé
 ïîëîé äîëèíå
 âûãðåáíîé ÿìå
Óòðà÷åííûõ öàðñòâ.
 ýòî ìåñòî ïðîùàíèé
Ìû ìîë÷àëèâîé
Òîëïîþ ïðèõîäèì
Íà áåðåã ðàçáóõøåé ðåêè,
Íåçðÿ÷èìè, êîëè ãëàçà íàì íå ÿâÿòñÿ
Âå÷íîé çâåçäîé
Äèâíîé, àëîþ ðîçîé
Èç öàðñòâà ñìåðòè è ìðàêà
Ó ïóñòûõ ëþäåé
Íåò íàäåæäû äðóãîé.
V
Ìû ïëÿøåì ñðåäè êàêòóñîâ
Êàêòóñîâ, êàêòóñîâ
Ìû ïëÿøåì ñðåäè êàêòóñîâ
 ïÿòü ÷àñîâ óòðà.
Ìåæ ìûñëüþ
È ðåàëüíîñòüþ
Ìåæ ïîáóæäåíèåì
È ïîñòóïêîì
Ïàäàåò òåíü
Ìåæ çàäóìàííûì
È ñîäåÿííûì
Ìåæ ñòðàäàíèåì
È ñî÷óâñòâèåì
Ïàäàåò òåíü
Ìåæ æåëàíüåì
È ñïàçìîé
Ìåæ âîçìîæíûì
È äàííûì
Ìåæ òâîðåíüåì
È ïðè÷èíîé
Ïàäàåò òåíü
Èáî Òâîå åñòü
Æèçíü ñòîëü
Èáî Òâîå
Òàê ïîãèáíåò ìèð
Òàê ïîãèáíåò ìèð
Òàê ïîãèáíåò ìèð
Íå âçðûâ, à âñõëèï.
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From «Ariel Poems»
JOURNEY OF THE MAGI
«A cold coming we had of it,
Just the worst time of the year
For the journey, and such a long journey:
The ways deep and the weather sharp,
The very dead of winter.»
And the camels galled, sore-footed, refractory,
Lying down in the melting snow.
There were times we regretted
The summer palaces on slopes, the terraces,
And the silken girls bringing sherbet.
Then the camel men cursing and grumbling
And running away, and wanting their liquor and
women,
And the night-fires going out, and the lack of shelters,
And the cities hostile and the towns unfriendly
And the villages dirty and charging high prices:
A hard time we had of it.
At the end we preferred to travel all night,
Sleeping in snatches,
With the voices singing in our ears, saying
That this was all folly.
Then at dawn we came down to a temperate valley,
Wet, below the snow line, smelling of vegetation;
With a running stream and a water-mill beating the
darkness,
And three trees on the low sky,
And an old white horse galloped away in the meadow.
Then we came to a tavern with vine-leaves over the
lintel,
Six hands at an open door dicing for pieces of silver,
And feet kicking the empty wine-skins,
But there was no information, and so we continued
And arrived at evening, not a moment too soon
Finding the place; it was (you may say) satisfactory.
All this was a long time ago, I remember,
And I would do it again, but set down
This set down
This: were we led all that way for
Birth or Death? There was a Birth, certainly,
We had evidence and no doubt. I had seen birth and
death,
But had thought they were different; this Birth was
Hard and bitter agony for us, like Death, our death,
We returned to our places, these Kingdoms,
But no longer at ease here, in the old dispensation,
With an alien people clutching their gods.
I should be glad of another death.
1927
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Èç öèêëà «Àðèýëü»
ÏÀËÎÌÍÈ×ÅÑÒÂÎ ÂÎËÕÂÎÂ
«Íå î÷åíü-òî íàì óäàëîñü
 ñàìîå æóòêîå âðåìÿ ãîäà
Íàøå ïàëîìíè÷åñòâî, ñòîëü äîëãèé ïóòü:
Íà äîðîãàõ ãðÿçü, âåòåð è äîæäü —
Ñàìûé ðàçãàð çèìû.»
È âåðáëþäû, óñòàëûå, íå ïîâèíóÿñü,
Ëîæèëèñü íà òàþùèé ñíåã.
Áûëî âðåìÿ, êîãäà ìû æàëåëè,
×òî îñòàâèëè íàøè äâîðöû è òåððàñû,
Ãäå ñëóæàíêè â øåëêîâûõ ïëàòüÿõ íîñÿò øåðáåò.
È ïîãîíùèêè, íàñ ïðîêëèíàÿ,
Óõîäèëè, òðåáóÿ æåíùèí è âèí,
Ãàñëè êîñòðû, íå õâàòàëî øàòðîâ,
Ïîâñþäó âðàæäåáíûå ãîðîäà è äåðåâíè,
Ãäå ñëèøêîì äîðîã íî÷ëåã:
Íå î÷åíü-òî íàì ïîâåçëî.
È ðåøèëè ìû äâèãàòüñÿ áåç îñòàíîâîê,
Ñïàòü, ãäå ïðèäåòñÿ
È ãîëîñà íàì øåïòàëè,
×òî âñå ýòî ãëóïîñòü.
Íî êàê-òî ðàç íà ðàññâåòå, ñïóñòèëèñü â äîëèíó,
Èç-ïîä ìîêðîãî ñíåãà òàì ïðîáèâàëàñü òðàâà,
Æóð÷àë ðó÷åé, ìåëüíèöà áèëàñü î òüìó,
È òÿíóëèñü òðè äåðåâà ê íèçêîìó íåáó.
È ñåðàÿ êëÿ÷à êóäà-òî ãàëîïîì íåñëàñü.
Ïîòîì ïîäîøëè ìû ê òàâåðíå ñ âèíîãðàäíîé ëîçîé
íà
äâåðè,
Øåñòü ðóê èãðàëè òàì â êîñòè, çâåíÿ ñåðåáðîì,
È íîãè ïèíàëè âèííûå ìåõè â ïûëè.
Íî íå óçíàâ íè÷åãî, ìû ïðîäîëæèëè ïóòü,
×òîá îêàçàòüñÿ ïîä âå÷åð, íè ìèíóòîþ ðàíüøå
 íàçíà÷åííîì ìåñòå; ìû ñïðàâèëèñü ñ ýòèì
íåïëîõî.
Ïîìíèòñÿ, áûëî ýòî äàâíî,
È ÿ ãîòîâ ïîâòîðèòü âñå ñíà÷àëà, òîëüêî óçíàòü áû,
Òîëüêî
Óçíàòü: ìû ñòîëü äîëãèé ïðîäåëàëè ïóòü
Äëÿ Ðîæäåíèÿ èëè Ñìåðòè? Ðîæäåñòâî áûëî,
â ýòîì íå ñîìíåâàþñü,
È åñòü òîìó ñâèäåòåëüñòâà è ïîäòâåðæäåíüÿ. ß
âèäåë ðîæäåíüå è ñìåðòü,
Íî äóìàë, ÷òî áûëè îíè íå òàêèìè, êàê ýòî
Ðîæäåíüå
—
Ãîðüêàÿ ìóêà äëÿ íàñ, êàê Ñìåðòü — íàøà ñìåðòü.
È ìû âåðíóëèñü íàçàä â ýòè Öàðñòâà,
Ãäå ïðåæíÿÿ âåðà íàì ñòàëà ÷óæîé è íàðîä
Íå æåëàåò ðàññòàòüñÿ ñ áûëûìè áîãàìè.
ß áû ðàä áûë åùå îäíîé ñìåðòè.
1927
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